About us

All guides of Innerlijke-reis have a therapeutic and/or nursing background. They are further familiar with spiritual and energetic work and have a lot of experience in life, in drinking Ayahuasca and in guiding Ayahuasca ceremonies. Most of the guides at Innerlijke-reis have also completed the training for Ayahuascquero / process therapist.

At the moment 2 of our guides started the psycho trauma education. This in order to better guide the participants before, during and after the ceremony in their process.

The guides of Innerlijke-reis have various skills that can be applied during the ceremony. Examples include a chakra foot massage, breath support or stem fork healing. It is possible that as a participant you will receive a healing from one of the supervisors during the ceremony.


My name is Quinne and it’s my dream to accompany many people in an Ayahuasca ceremony for their personal development and awareness in collaboration with the teacher plant Ayahuasca. The most beautiful journey of life is the journey within.

As a child, I always felt the calling to become a nurse. These last years, I have worked as a specialist nurse and with people who need palliative care. In addition to Innerlijke-reis, I am working in the field of psychiatry. For some time now, I have been feeling called by the Ayahuasca to make it possible for as many people as possible to have an experience with Ayahuasca ceremonies. I look forward to accompany you in this process.

A few years ago, I started getting all kinds of physical symptoms. Several doctors and many medications were not making me “better” and it went downhill with me and my health. I had no idea who I was, where I was and found myself not such a nice person anymore.

From one day to another, I decided to say goodbye to a lot of old habits. Stop visiting doctors, stop taking medication, stop a lot of things that I gave myself for consolation which I thought I needed them. I only live once I thought back then … and I need to enjoy. But where was that good feeling? I got interested in who am I and where I am. How do I function? And how do the world and I work together?

I read a lot of books and attended various courses. This was the first moment when I came into contact with Ayahuasca. A world opened up for me, I got in touch with my inner wisdom and was able to go to the core of my problems. The Ayahuasca helped me to face my problems and to solve them. I could rely on my self-healing ability and my physical symptoms disappeared.

The Ayahuasca has given me inner peace, confidence, strength, and I learned to enjoy life again. And most of all, I learned to love myself and to love life. Moreover, it has helped me in my spiritual development and in seeing my mission here on earth. I am convinced that Ayahuasca can teach you immensely on a personal and planetary level.

During the group ceremonies, I work together with loving and experienced guides. Innerlijke-reis ceremonies are held at two beautiful locations in Holland in the province Gelderland.

Guides of Innerlijke-reis:

My name is Eva and I have been guiding people throughout my working life in their processes; by means of breathing therapy and mindfulness, but also through healing and reading therapy. In addition, I have provided training in communication, stress and conflict management. I am guiding people from the start of Innerlijke-reis. Because of this work, I notice that all my qualities are given a place. I made my first journey in 2012 and I was overwhelmed. Sort of a complete package. I saw clearly, for example, that I have always had a depressed mood. A lot had happened in my life and I didn’t know any better than for this mood to be a part of me. By means of Ayahuasca, I experienced a different state of mind which I was unable to reach in the past. By having experienced that path, it became easier for me to choose that different road in my daily life. I also notice that I am able to abandon those old thought patterns more quickly due to the Ayahuasca. Because of the lessons that are presented to me and which I apply, I am able to deal with difficult issues faster.

I also noticed the first time that it is extremely important for me to feel safe with the guides and safe within the group in order to face the process. This is also something I see at Innerlijke-reis and I am therefore glad to be allowed to do this work at Innerlijke-reis.

In 2016, I will start the 2-years course Process Therapy/ Ayahuasquero at Joop van der Hagen.

Eva also guides individual, duo and small group ceremonies at the Innerlijke-reis location in Ede.


AntonI am Antoon Wuestman, owner of the Tulp and regularly present at the group ceremonies as a guide. This role suits me perfectly for I have an extensive background in the healthcare industry (auxiliary nurse and A + B nurse), I have held several management positions during the years and the past 10 years I have been active as a coach whereby consciousness development holds a central position. In addition, I have been introduced to, and became a friend of, the Santo Daime since 2006 and there I have also gained experience in the field of fiscalisation.

When Quinne asked me whether the Tulp was available for her Innerlijke-reis ceremonies, I immediately became enthusiastic. Her method, dedication, intention and purity immediately appealed to me. Rather quickly the idea arose to support her in these ceremonies and the cooperation is extremely pleasant.

I owe a lot to, among other things, the Daime and Ayahuasca myself. In this way, I am able to use my background and experience to serve others in a loving manner and that gives me a lot of satisfaction.

Antoon also guides individual, duo and small group ceremonies for Innerlijke-reis at the location in Vierakker, near Zutphen.


My name is Machteld and ever since my days as a student I have been fascinated by what human existence is ‘all about’: how psychological and physical well-being relate to each other, how they are capable of being influenced, and what it means to be human. The meaning of life. There have been long periods in my life when I could not see any purpose for my life. I had no idea what I was supposed to be doing on this Earth, and often I couldn’t see the point of it all. I have spent years trying to find meaning in my life. By keeping on setting off down new paths, in terms of study or work, only to find out yet again that the new path was not ‘the one’. And throughout I knew that it had to exist, but I just didn’t know how to get there. I have always known that there is another dimension to life, beyond the existence we regard as normal. And that that dimension is full of love, and gives meaning to existence. I was just never able to experience it directly.

All of this changed when I undertook my first journey with Ayahuasca in 2010. I was suddenly immersed in a blissful pool of love, pleasure and ecstasy. I came to the realisation that life will look after me if I dare to let go of the reins. I perceived that it was my habit of hanging on to thought that was at the root of my misery. That first experience was the start of a journey with many lessons, which is still continuing to unfold before me.

Ayahuasca teaches me ever deeper levels of letting go, trusting, and of love and truth. It helps me to see through the patterns of my ego which hold me back from fully living my truth in my day to day life. Mostly it boils down to fear. Fear of failing, fear of loss, but maybe more than anything else, fear of my light. Because if there is one thing that Ayahuasca is revealing to me more and more clearly it is that Love & Light are my native soil, just like they are for all of us. And in doing so it also shows me how to choose love instead of fear, to keep surrendering myself to life, to that which is, and to trust in the fundamental goodness of life.

In my practice I guide people personally, with the body as the main starting point. In my coaching I use breathing, voice and touch. Since my mid-twenties I have always wished to work with a small group of similarly attuned souls. At that time I had no idea what we should all do together; the way we cooperate in this team of enthusiastic, loving people feels like it is the fulfilment of this long cherished wish. It is the most amazing feeling to be able to guide other people on their journey with Ayahuasca, which has given me so much.


My name is Erik and I am one of the guides at Innerlijke-reis.

Together with Quinne I supervise the Ayahuasca intensive weekends, and regularly help guiding the group ceremonies. In addition, I take care of several tasks behind the scenes.

In 2011 I attended an Ayahuasca ceremony for the first time. This first experience has been the start of many following Ayahuasca experiences and major changes in my life.

The Ayahuasca has given me confidence in life, has shown me the beauty in humanity and life on this amazing planet.

The Ayahuasca has shown me that there is more “between heaven and earth”, so much more than we can perceive with our senses, that life is infinite, that I am immortal and live forever.

During several of my ceremonies, the Ayahuasca showed me that I can work with her, and I finally did. After several years of gaining experience in drinking Ayahuasca, and having established a 100% bond of trust with her. I started guiding Ayahuasca ceremonies a few years ago.

In 2016 I followed the training for process therapist / Ayahuasquero, which was completed in 2017.

During this training I met my current partner Quinne. Her approach and vision for Innerlijke-reis and working in a professional way with Ayahuasca really resonates with me.

I am grateful that I can walk this path together with Quinne, and notice that together we bring a beautiful and powerful energy.

I look forward meeting you in one of the intensive weekends or ceremonies at Innerlijke-reis.


A journey within can help you connect with your inner wisdom, so you can go to the core of a problem. For example, in case of physical problems, drug addiction, depression, anxiety, bereavement and post-traumatic stress disorder. An Ayahuasca ceremony can help you face and solve problems enabling you to enjoy life.

A journey within can help with spiritual development, awareness and life issues. Should you want to know more about it, please contact us through 06 – 23 23 37 88 or visit the contact page.

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